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man oh man....nothin like going to sleep as your dad hasta get up for work. Last nite was fun ;) ...i chilled at Maureens house for a few hours and then came home and ended up chattin wif nay and t till 6am. They rock my socks right off. hehe. So while i was in the Keys last week i got my chest and shoulders burnt to hell. Its decided to start peeeling and is itching worse than an STD. ::scratch scratch::

Im such a slacker lately. I still havent unpacked from the keys trip...i didnt do jack on sat and sun so today i gotta get some ish done. After a cold show-show im gonna head out and get my TAKING BACK SUNDAY tix for next week. God that band rocks.

Erika called me yesterday. Shes my first love from illinois, sweet girl. A close friend died on sat and the wake is today and the funeral tom. I was trying to help comfort her as best as i could. Since last august 2 of my grandparents have died so i could def. relate. This is her first funeral, with the usual first funeral questions and feelings (what do i do, whats it like, i feel guilty bout getting new clothes for a funeral). As icky as it is i think im a funeral 'veteran' being to 4 or 5 in my life. I absolutely hate them but it is a good time to bring together family and remember whats important. It also got me to thinking wether its better to have gone to funerals since a kid (like me where you dont even really understand whats going on yet) or to have your first one as an adult. I mean obviously you dont wanna go to any, but from an emotional stand point if you have gone to a few since being a kid you are a bit more prepared to handle the emotional flood rather than if your first experienceing one at say 25..where it might be overwhelming. nm i dunno what im talking about.

Ill def update the cam lata today cause im tired of people looking at my lack of muscles hehe.
Tomorrow is my BIRTHDAY! 19! tho by now i shouldnt really be excited bout it. I have a bad track record when it comes to birthdays. 2 years ago i spent it sitting in my car with Erika crying cause she broke up with me, and last year i spent it crying cause Brit completely forgot. No, im not asking for cheese with my whine, im just saying thats why they usually suck ass and that i should be used to it by now. Then again all that was b4 i was with <3Maureen<3. Im pretty young for a sophomore in college. Most of my friends are turning 20 soon. But the way i look at it i have a year longer to live than them. I dont think im gonna get anything from my rents tho (even tho i have 4 of them). My dad and stepmom pay for all my college ish so they proly dont have any more $ and my other rents just moved to mexico yesterday. If anyones going to Puerto Vallarta anytime soon tell em i said hi.