Wide Eyed and Full

Posted on 12.21.03. Tagged with All

Remember that guy who started a business kidnapping people (for fun)? I came across his site semagoediv.com today and it made me laugh. I mean on his part, what could be better than getting paid to have fun and set up adventures for people.

You know what's depressing? The thought that I may never meet somebody who i can be completely honest with. Like really honest, not, hey I don't think you should go out in public looking like that kinda honest, but real, naked, honesty. Somebody I can tell everything I'm thinking without having to hold back. Somebody that can listen to all my accomplishments and be proud, all my mistakes and understand, but not judge. I don't even think most husbands and wives experience the kind of honesty I want to have with somebody. Hell, I have a personal website, lots and lots of people know way more about my life than the average person, but not one knows everything. When I find this person, I will let you know.

I'm also ready to go back to school. How hypocritical is that? I only got home on Thursday! I dislike the low pressured showers and cold mornings (my parents have something against heat apparently). I also dislike the loss of privacy and the fact that he is sitting right next to me at this very moment because our computer desks are side by side. He hasn't done anything himself, I'd just rather be sitting in my room, alone. I don't even like designing websites when people are around or looking at me. It's really, really annoying. I seriously am ready to go back to school.

While I'm on my moan and bitch mode, I might as well complain about Jeffrey Zeldman. He recently started redesigning his website. I don't like it. I miss his old one. I miss the one with the option for the orange theme with the girl as the background image. I do dig his toque though.

We used to lie but I am no longer so wide-eyed and full.

5 Comments

Greg
01:46 AM on 12.21.03

I'd have to agree on the new zeldman, bring back the old one!

Zippy
12:07 PM on 12.22.03

Hey Taylor,

Just wanted to say that I really appreciated your comments about not being able to find someone to be completely open and honest with. Sometimes you are able to put into words things I've been thinking about, but didn't really know how to express. I've been worried about the same sort of thing...like ending up old and still alone. Or even with someone, but not reallly "completely" with them - if that makes sense. It still sucks, but its good to know I'm not the only one that feels this way.

I hope you and your family have a great holiday and an even better 2004.

Taylor
03:22 PM on 12.22.03

Hey Zippy, glad to hear somebody else 'hears' what I'm saying. Thanks, it means alot.

Marvin
11:30 PM on 12.22.03

Dude, I totally understand your comment about not being able to be completely honest with someone. That would be great to be able to. I hope one day to find that special someone you are able to be completely honest with.

Zippy, I completely understand what you are saying as well. Some would call that just settling at the same time.

Have a Merry Christmas.

Marvin
11:30 PM on 12.22.03

Dude, I totally understand your comment about not being able to be completely honest with someone. That would be great to be able to. I hope one day to find that special someone you are able to be completely honest with.

Zippy, I completely understand what you are saying as well. Some would call that just settling at the same time.

Have a Merry Christmas.


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